A Place Called Hell

Holding your body so close to mine
so warm, soft, and oh so fine.
This fantasy like thought almost reality,
someone so close and tightly holding me.
There is a line of what is said and done,
like suicidal thoughts and a loaded gun.
A depressed young boy with thoughts on his mind,
of a girl who he loved and wasted his time.
Please save me from this place like hell.
It is called loneliness cant you tell?

Favorite Songs of The Week

Mercy Me-Alkaline Trio
The Economy is Suffering-Anti-Flag
Wasting Time-blink-182
Labyrinth-Enter Shikari
Legendary-And Hell Followed With
We Sleep Forever-Aiden
911 for peace-Anti-Flag
Over and Out-Alkaline Trio
Hallucinations-Angels & Airwaves
Never There-Cake

The New Douche Bag?

Today I was at school and I see all these girls who have giant purses. I have no idea why they need to be so big. How much shit do you ladies need to carry on you at all times? I am going to change my last name to Douche and create my own brand of purses. These purses will be the size of suit cases. The commercial will say something in a sleek voice like, "First the purse was made,then the over sized purse,and now to redefine it comes the new bag by Douche.

Getting Mad Janitorial Pussy

Okay so if you are like me,you are probably thinking what am I going to do after High School? I don't know what I am going to do but I think I having this idea of becoming a janitor. Maybe I want to because I like to clean floors and cleaning shit off bathroom floors.
I have came up with an idea to get ass while being a janitor. I will get the standard janitor jumpsuit that will get you no pussy even if you got game and turn into a tight jumpsuit that will make my tiny penis bulge like it is huge. Ladies will see me in this fresh new gear and be thinking for the first time in history "I want to fuck that janitor right now." It will almost be like a rockstar affect. The girls don't see how shitty my job is and how much it stinks, literally, and just see dick bulge.
If your a lady and want to be a good looking janitor may I suggest making your own jumpsuit that converts the pant legs into booty shorts. I will be with my friends and see a fine young honey picking up trash and cleaning while I get to stare at a fine booty. I will say, "She can clean floors, do laundry, unclog a toilet, and look good while doing it, I found the girl of my dreams."

The Songs That Saved My Life

These Are My Favorite songs I have listened to From The Past year

Infection ABACABB
Darling, I Want to Destroy You-AFI
Die Romantic-Aiden
I Set My Friends on Fire-Aiden
Bridge of Reason Shore of Faith-Aiden
Window-The Album Leaf
Thule-The Album Leaf
On Your Way-The Album Leaf
Twenty Two Fourteen-The Album Leaf
The Outer Banks-The Album Leaf
Over The Pond-The Album Leaf
Another Day-The Album Leaf
Streamside-The Album Leaf
Eastern Glow-The Album Leaf
Moss Mountain Town-The Album Leaf
The Last Three Letters-Alesana
44. Caliber Love Letter-Alexisonfire
Laid to Rest-All Shall Perish
Here We Stand-Amber Pacific
Cry of the Black Birds-Amon Amarth
Legendary-And Hell Followed With
Welcome to 1984-Anti-Flag
Pac-Man [Original Edit]-Aphex Twin
Keep The Car Running-Arcade Fire
The Sadistic Motives Behind Be-Arsis
Tourtasia-Arsonists Get All The Girls
Air Force One (Instrumental)-As Blood Runs Black
Winter-(Acoustic)-Bayside
Blame It On Bad Luck-Bayside
Loveless Wrists-Bayside
Cold And Blue And Lifeless-Bayside
The Ghost of St. Valentine-Bayside
Poison in My Veins-Bayside
A Synonym for Acquiesce-Bayside
How to Fix Everything-Bayside
Scenic World-Beirut
The Belle Of The Ball-Beneath The Sky
Necropolis-The Black Dahlia Murder
Your First Crime-Blacktop Mourning
A Killer Is Born-Bleed From Within
Wasting Time-blink-182
A Letter To Elise (live - The Cure cover)-blink-182
Into The Ocean-Blue October
Mandy (Live)-Boxcar Racer
With Or Without You-Breathe Carolina
Glycreiene-Bush
You Should Be Hated Here-Carissa's Wierd
Magic-The Cars
Crawlspace-Caspian
Don't Fade Away, Don't Fall Asleep-Chase Coy
The Second That You Say-Chase Coy
I Need This More Than You Know-Chase Coy
Interlude Pt 1-Chiodos
Stupid Girl-Cold
You Were Always The One-The Cribs
Im A Realist-The Cribs
Pictures Of You-The Cure
Have Faith In Me-A Day To Remember
It Can't Rain All The Time-A Death Among Heroes
Spheres of Madness-Decapitated
Over bleknede blåner til dommedag-Dimmu Borgir
Closer-E For Explosion
Paper Flowers Never Die-E For Explosion
You Know Who You Are-E For Explosion
I Explode-E For Explosion
An Abstract Struggle-Earth From Above
have you passed through this night?-Explosions In The Sky
So Hot and You Sweat on it (Bonus Track)-Four Year Strong
Note To Self-From First To Last
Emily-From First To Last
The Chalice Of Mankind-From The Shallows
Ein Ekelhafter Leibestrieb-Fuck Your Shadow From Behind
The Judges Daughter-Green Day
Your Sweet Six Six Six-H.I.M.
Erebus-Hacksaw to The Throat
Ten Fingers Isn't Quite Enough-Halifax
Language Lessons-Hawthorne Heights
Pens and Needles-Hawthorne Heights
Miss Starving Skeleton-Here Comes The Kraken
Michigan Winters-Heyday
Bleed For You-Hidden In Plain View
Bob and Bonnie-Houston Calls
Things That Rhyme With Orange-I Set My Friends On Fire
From Roots to Needles-If These Trees Could Talk
Rest My Chemistry-Interpol
NYC-Interpol
Goodbye I'm Sorry-Jamestown Story
Dear Everybody-JamisonParker
Everyone Wants To Rule The World-JamisonParker
Paper, Rock, Scissors-JamisonParker
Slow Suicide-JamisonParker
Entombment Of A Machine-Job For A Cowboy
Strings Of Hypocrisy-Job For A Cowboy
Disorder-Joy Division
Love Will Tear Us Apart-Joy Division
Nothing Is Mysterious-Kill Hannah
Banshee-A Kings Worthy Mustache
Change The World-Kites (Russia)
Special Tone-Kites (Russia)
The Silent Life-The Knife Trade
Forever Dying-Last House On The Left
Colony Of Birchmen-Mastodon
Playing for Keeps-Matchbook Romance
Promise-Matchbook Romance
If All Else Fails-Matchbook Romance
The Greatest Fall-Matchbook Romance
Wear Wolf Fever-Math The Band
Daylight-Matt & Kim
Don't Slow Down-Matt & Kim
Ginders-Matt & Kim
The Impression That I get-Mighty Mighty Bosstones
We Are Golden-Mika
Good Guys (Don't Wear White)-Minor Threat
Forgive And Forget-Miss May I
Awakening-Molotov Solution
Amateur-Nada Surf
Fermented Offal Discharge-Necrophagist
Sometimes I Rhyme Slow-Nice & Smooth
Love at First Sight-Nickasaur!
Rocketships and Radios-Nickasaur!
Xoxo-Nickasaur!
Tongue Tied-October Fall
Favorite Mistake-October Fall
Another Girl, Another Planet-The Only Ones
Closure-Opeth
Demon of the Fall-Opeth
Your Love-The Outfield
Hot Air Balloon-Owl City
Little Secrets-Passion Pit
Moth's Wings-Passion Pit
Home-Pencey Prep
The Secret Goldifsh (Acoustic)-Pencey Prep
Yesterday-Pencey Prep
Koko Massacre-Postmortem Promises
Heart So Close-Promise of Redemption
Remember The First Day-Promise Of Redemption
Rough Road Leads To The Stars-Promise Of Redemption
It Just Takes Time-Promise Of Redemption
In Articulo Mortis-Quo Vadis
In Contempt-Quo Vadis
Its The End Of The World-R.E.M.
Restless-Racing Kites
True Love Waits-Radiohead
Lake Michigan-Rogue Wave
Venus and Bacchus-Saetia
Gloves-Salt The Wound
Wonderful World-Sam Cooke
You're Not Alone-Saosin
Closing Time-Semisonic
Steven-Senses Fail
The Ground Folds (Acoustic)-Senses Fail
Lady in A Blue Dress (Acoustic)-Senses Fail
Von-Sigur Ros
Still Dreaming-Silverstein
Smile in Your Sleep-Silverstein
My Heroine-Silverstein
Last Days of Summer-Silverstein
Waiting Four Years-Silverstein
Angel Of Death-Slayer
1979 (1995)-The Smashing Pumpkins
Sleepless Nights-Socratic
Lunch For The Sky-Socratic
Stay Where I Can See You-The Starting Line
The Collision-A Static Lullaby
Being Here-The Stills
Devotion-Struggle For Meaning
Unanswered-Suicide Silence
No Pity For A Coward-Suicide Silence
Bludgeoned To Death (Demo)-Suicide Silence
Genocide-Suicide Silence
Quiet, pull the strings!-Suis La Lune
Over My Head-The Summer Obsession
Land Of The Dead-Summoning
Where Hope and Daylight Die-Summoning
Silhouettes-Swimming With Dolphins
Poem-Taproot
Demons Ft. Three 6 Mafia-Tech N9ne
Slow Motion (1999)-Third Eye Blind
Whore To A Chainsaw-Thy Art Is Murder
Hello Love Goodbye-To Be Juliets Secret
Schism-Tool
Jerk-Off [Live]-Tool
Why Can't We Stay-Trick Seventeen
New Direction-Trick Seventeen
Empty-Handed-Trick Seventeen
Down, Set, Go-Underoath
Up All Night-Unwritten Law
Empty With You-The Used
Rise Of The Undead-Vader
Fight Fire With Fire (Metallica Cover)-Vader
Panama-Van Halen
The Last Fantasy Of Christ-Vehemence
Father Of Lies-Whitechapel
Here I Go Again-Whitesnake
Classic Struggle-Winds of Plague
Hematidrosis-With Blood Comes Cleansing
The Unnamed Melody of My Heart-13th Draft

The Good Luck Chuck Situation (Sort Of)

If you have ever seen the movie Good Luck Chuck, I seem to almost have had the same situation. Same situation but without the sex. I seem to have a problem with the ladies. The past month or so I have had this happen to me twice and if it happens again it will be three times in a row.
Okay so I have a what you call a crush on a girl, I am contemplating asking her out on a date. I asked this girl what she was doing on Saturday to maybe possibly ask her out on a date if she has no plans. She did have plans, to go on a date with a different guy. The next week she has a boyfriend so I thought, "Oh well."
Withing in the next week I start thinking,"Hey there is a much more beautiful girl in my other class that I talk to." So I was thinking about asking her out on a date. By the time I actually think it would be a good time to ask her out, she got a boyfriend.
I need to be quicker with my decisions so the next time this doesn't happen.

Gay Dogs

I was at the mall the yesterday with my friends. We went in to the worst store ever ... Petland. All the dogs are cute and I wanted to take them all home. I wanted to take them home because they are cute and also caged up. As we were looking at all these animals I noticed the dogs were in twos in these cages. You could also compare this to a prison, two dogs in each cell, a place to crap, get water, and to top it all off one of the puppies was sucking off the other one. I don't ever want to go to prison because maybe I would turn gay or I would be forced to be gay. I wouldn't have a choice because I'm not buff so I would have to be someones bitch.